druggiess

druggiess:

It feels like I’m drowning.
Constantly pinching myself to
make sure I’m still alive.
If i think too much my thoughts
become dangerous, my mind runs wild.
They say that drugs are bad,
but thats the only happiness
that i can seem to find.
They say when you die you either go
to heaven or hell,
maybe i’m already in my hell.
My heart feels so empty, so i ask why.
Everyone seems soo happy
yet why am i soo sad.
Why do i live with this burning
hole inside my chest.

I’m random 👋